Lupus has really been amazing to me. I don't go outside during the day anymore. I am tired all the time. The people at the local drug store know me by first name BEFORE they see my prescription. The last few days though, I started having some pretty hardcore chest pains. I tried ignoring them, thinking I just ate something shitty, but alas they would not end. Finally the Dr. insisted I take my stubborn ass to the ER to be attached to all sorts of heart monitors. Not a heart attack, but some fun new ailments called pericarditis and costochondritis. With names like that I would rather the fucking heart attack. Basically, the sac around my heart is inflammed and so are the tendons the connect my breastbone to my rib cage.
I am missing a night at work to sit in my house and watch Hoarders. My chest still feels like balls and this stupid lupus fog has made me retype the same word 6 times. Lupus is way cooler on House.
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